Wednesday, April 15, 2020

Life update

Hello! This is going to be a pretty long one. Let's start off with this year. This is the hardest year on everyone just because of one messly disease! It's just shutdown the world basically to where we can't see families face to face, nor have parties etc. It's bad but we are seeing improvement which is a good thing. We need to have improvements other wise we'd be stuck inside or at home for the full year until they can make a vaccine for it. I for one am not scared of the virus and not worried either. It depends on where u live and what part of the city you are. I don't know about yours but my city has a map of where it's the heaviest. So for my city it's south of me. That's good to know where it's the most heavy at. I hope you are healthy and be mindful and we will get through this!

This next thing is about my dad. I don't want to go into too much detail, however it does need to be seen. He has dementia as we all know it's where u loose your mind. It's a noncurable disease which needs more attention towards. Not enough is being done for those who have it like my dad's side of the family. He has been this way since he retired basically. That was back in 2012 I believe and it's been 8 years and every year and everyday has been worse. The "worse" started back in 2017 when Hurricane Harvey hit south Texas and flooded my city. When we were evacuated he didn't want to leave the house nor did he got dressed. He left with a t-shirt and shorts. It was still raining when we were evcuated too. I was surprised we didn't get sick until a month later but still. Skipping to the end of last year and now. He has to wear diapers because he can't or doesn't know when to go use the bathroom. When he goes though he sits in there for a good 30 minutes. We don't know why but he does, he has to wear diapers. He has become more lazy and won't do anything until my mom or myself scream at him when we don't even want to do that. He won't do anything not even help with heavy things. Until I go out and do it and then he comes to help out. Basically what's been going on with my life.

I have also been getting further into making videos. I have become a self taught video editor. I still don't think I'm all that good but you be the judge. I have seen a lot of my friends say that I'm good and that they wish they can do that too. I do believe that, however it's still not the best of what I can do. What videos I make are music videos for friends, video edits of Fall Out Boy, and other music I love. I also have interviews on my channel too so you'll see some Fall Out Boy ones and some vlogs too. I don't like to vlog but after seeing some vloggers kind of inspired me. I'll get into that later as for now I just love making videos and I really don't do it for the views really. I do it to show off my work, that may sound lame but it's really not. I have see other people who do their videos for views but that's because they are being paid for by youtube and I'm not. I just do it for the entertainment of it.

Sunday, April 12, 2020

A long time coming

I will have a lot more to come within the coming days. I hope I didn't loose any readers, I probably did but I don't care. This is just an outlet for me to type my thoughts and I promise to keep up this time. Hope you're all staying healthy from this virus that's going on. It's very strange isn't? See ya!